i really havent been talkin lately to you (person who is readin this) tru story. My bad 4real. i havent been myself at all, i been so many shades of death its not even kool. i got so many people i wanna kill its not funny. im always bein fcked with and its not kool at all. i have a book, probably soon to be publshed when the rest of it is done (as in the other 2 parts) but hell, this is the story rite now. Im in florida, it sucks, im a blood in cracker territory, life has been kickin me in the sac VERY HARD and its not kool. one thing to talk about is my rat bastard uncle. he pissed me off 3 times in the past 2 weeks and im tired of him, and being in this house. he said that i was cheating on meagan, then he set me up to be framed after i forgave him, then now he wants to dominate and control the internet because he wants it to himself. so pretty much im on the verge of muder/homocide/manslaughter/arson. yes i need help and ill be going to a guidance counselor or something. but not only me but now i got my lil blood who needs help. i feel for this kid because he cant even sleep in his own house. he needs to get out and he was arrested because his own mother set him up just the other day. i wish i could chane things for the better but i dont know much about surviving in the country. i dont know what to do, how to do it, and if im gonna get better.
i still wanna stay here because meagan wants me 2. yes i kno i use her name a lot. but i dont know what im going to do in my life anymore

thanx for listenin

dkilladabest

I only have about 2 more days on this dam site
so im gonna make it worth your while

to everyone i hate, to hell with you
to everyone that im koo with, godspeed amigos

as for everyone on my brawl clans n crap like that, i will come back to give you guys my combo vid

and for CoD, you have my wii code im on almost everyday, so holla at the reapa ifu wanna get stabbed xD

but anyway
ima miss yall
if u need a sig get at me now cuz i can do it quick and nice like mine

for everyone on this site make sure theres no other Death or Dkilla cuz i will come back

no homo but i luv yall
tru story
some of u was family, the others was either unnown or just a pain in the ass

thats all i gotta say meng, peace

dkilladabest

Ok, i know a lot of you ask why i keep leaving, but you all know why i come back now and then--which is because you miss me and tell me to come back >_>

[B][U]Reason #1-[/U][/B] Internet Balls
Im tired of these kids cursin me out on a computer screen and actin hard because they cant be touched from long distance. Look here man, forreal, lets be 21 about this. If you cant back it up in real life, why bother saying it?Things only come back to get you, karma baby thats the way it is

[B][U]Reason #2-[/U][/B] Stupidity and Arguements
Ive seen about a thousand arguements on this site over the most RETARDED things ever. Brawl arguements over spam and priority, fake flaming, and even worst...

[B][U]Reason #3-[/U][/B] Rumors
Now u see, im from a part of brooklyn where people get shot for spreadin a rumor. I wanted 2 kill 4 people, and i do mean kill, over a rumor. Especially the one about me n meagan. sumthn bout her cheatin on me n sum1 found out, but how wen i bought her a 24k diamond studded necklace (big ballas make big money ya dig ;) ) so i was hella pissed at shazy for tellin me that lol sorry to put u on blast shaz man

and thats about it. its not really letting u all dictate my life, just that i have anger probs, and if i get really pissed, there i go in the pen for homocide, whether manslaughter or murder. so i help myself by takin a big vacation u kno?

thanx for readin

dkilladabest

why is it that people have internet balls????
in case you don't kno what that is, its when someone magically out of nowhere get the balls to curse someone out or bully them or somethin online, when they won't do it in person

LOOK, im no hypocrit, and as you can see i cant even spell the dam word
but when someone is gettin bullied online, its just f***n stupid
seriously, if you know a ************************wad that's bullying someone online, forward them here cuz i got a lot to say

JUST a few weeks ago, a teenage girl killed herself because some GUY posing as a TEENAGE GIRL wanted to talk a whole bunch of sht to her.

ANOTHER example, someone from my school commited SUICIDE, yes you heard me.. he killed himself only because he didn't fit in, everyone picked on him, and I was the only one who treated him like fam, he got random hate mail through AIM!!! what kind of p*ssy would do that???
you see, this is stupid, if you cant say anythin nice about someone, shut ur sht then, i'm tired of hearin people "flame" and sht on other people for fun, i swear its not funny

dkilladabest

after much thought and raw decision I've decided to put one my good friends on here that I met from here, and now know IRL
please give it up for

[size=10]Rage Req![/size]

yes, rage, he's smart as hell, funny in a sarcastic way, and appareantly in love cuz that's what it says on his mood xD

well, in a way, he earns this spot. he's a great friend, always checkin up and talkin to people when they need, accepting others for themselves, even a great humanitarian (w.e that means xD)
but really, he's one of the coolest and misunderstood guys I know

so lets give it up to Rage for bein himself :D

dkilladabest