OK listen

i really havent been talkin lately to you (person who is readin this) tru story. My bad 4real. i havent been myself at all, i been so many shades of death its not even kool. i got so many people i wanna kill its not funny. im always bein fcked with and its not kool at all. i have a book, probably soon to be publshed when the rest of it is done (as in the other 2 parts) but hell, this is the story rite now. Im in florida, it sucks, im a blood in cracker territory, life has been kickin me in the sac VERY HARD and its not kool. one thing to talk about is my rat bastard uncle. he pissed me off 3 times in the past 2 weeks and im tired of him, and being in this house. he said that i was cheating on meagan, then he set me up to be framed after i forgave him, then now he wants to dominate and control the internet because he wants it to himself. so pretty much im on the verge of muder/homocide/manslaughter/arson. yes i need help and ill be going to a guidance counselor or something. but not only me but now i got my lil blood who needs help. i feel for this kid because he cant even sleep in his own house. he needs to get out and he was arrested because his own mother set him up just the other day. i wish i could chane things for the better but i dont know much about surviving in the country. i dont know what to do, how to do it, and if im gonna get better.
i still wanna stay here because meagan wants me 2. yes i kno i use her name a lot. but i dont know what im going to do in my life anymore

thanx for listenin